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Thursday, 16 October 2008

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    There Is Nothing Left to Lose
    By Foo Fighters
    Learn to Fly
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    Is it just me...

    Or is all the clothes now days getting smaller and smaller?
    Okay, i'm not exactly the skinniest person in the world. I'm not that skinny at all. And maybe it's because i'm just bitter, but seriously, they have size large in Macy's, and it still doesn't fit me. I mean, i know i'm fat alright? A lot of people say i'm not but seriously, that lie is bigger than saying Clay Aiken is straight.
    Seriously, i'm fat, but not to sound conceited, i'm not that fat that large won't fit me. Sometimes Medium even fits me. It made me feel so insecure and uncomfortable that a couple of the shirts and a couple pair of pants didn't fit me. I couldn't walk around for the rest of the day without being scared that if someone even glanced at me they thought i was fat.

    I know, I know, i'm overreacting a lot. But my main point is just that when the label says Large, they should mean it. Or are they just doing it on purpose to make people lose weight by making them feel insecure? man. It seriously got to my head. And i bought a shirt because my mom didn't want to wait around and she was rushing, and i saw a shirt that said Medium, and it looked like it could have fit me. So i just got it, and then when i went home and tried it on, it was tight. I was just outraged cause now I feel like i gained hundreds of pounds.

    Like i said before, i know i'm overreacting a lot. But i can't help it!
    My mom said that I'm not stuck in my body, and that if i want to be able to buy those clothes, then i should make an effort to lose weight. So that's what I'm doing, i'm gonna try to lose weight and exercise and cut down on all the shit that my parents buy for us.

    DUDE, my brothers are fucking smaller than I am.
    My dad's stomach isn't, but his legs are freaky. His legs are so fucking skinny i'm not even joking! >_<

    Okay. I'm done.

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

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    Want
    By 3OH!3
    Don't Trust Me
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    Does anyone actually use Xanga anymore?

    Haha, i don't :]
    Well well well, this is awkward. I feel like i abandoned this website, and now that i'm back it's gonna be like one of those dramatic scenes where a mother meets her own child for the first time in 18 years.
    Only, I'm not gonna hug or cry to my computer.
    So anyways, im only probably gona use this to vent :P


    Myspace me, my darling?
    www.myspace.com/extroardinary_gurl
    don't you wish you could change your URL?
    I do >.<


    <3peacee outt.

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